Friday, October 14, 2005
every year for this time, i shd be hmm happy?relax?yup cuz aft or rather left a paper more to go for eoy.but this yr is reaaly diff .totally!!!
i regret for being complacent.i kept thinking i'm mentally more abled tough im like in some "longkang" school.n i admit smt i do look down on ppl.sigh.but everythings shown up.my true colour isn't wad i always thought.
hmmm when i was on e way bac frm british council just now in e mrt, i saw a young lady.really pretty.almost flawless. nothing bad. no pimple, smooth complextion....n it'll be never end. but she was stugglin.or look rather uncomfortable with her hill, n steal a couple of time slackin her leg by restin em sideways.
besides her, there was a aunty with bag, look rather hagard but friendly;)with plastic bags. n flatten old fashion slippers.i think she enjoy it anyway.nothing seems to troubled her.at least not e shoes for sure.
i stared for quite a while n think im like e young pretty lady, who always pretend.cleaver?look?yup.n there are not much i really proud of myself.i feel depressed.
think bac, all these while i dont find myself comfortable for doing anythings actually.there's like a mask shieldin me.arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OBVIOUSLY MY INTELLIGENCE AS WELL!!!
i was sad?n yea, n i listen to better man,by rw.hoping i could be.
owen sketched at 8:38 AM ;
Friday, September 23, 2005
hmppp!!just bac frm British council.well 2day lesson was quite slacky.
oh yah.i recieved my 1st bday present!!was really touched.seriously didnt expect anything frm anyone aft so much things happened.yea.hmm how shd i say?hmm was sad?remorseful?n happy?wadever.mixed..hahah.
ok. it's a HUGO ENERGISE FRAGRANCE!!!frm my 2 beloved china fren!!!!!!!LIXAN n CHEN CHEN!!!!!!!!!!love em to bits!!!!!!hahhaha...
hmm wondering how am i goin 2 spend my bday.
study at home?maybe.yea.sigh.
well,it's just a bday anyway.
n im glad 2day was normal unlike last week.
hmmm these few days have been a bit stress??/or im a stress.haha.basically just mug abit n slack abit n sleep alot.haha.not feeling really good..as in mentally.kinda depresseeddd.haha..
it's late gtg 2 bath!bye
tag replies:
eryn:hmmm hi hyper gal!haah
owen sketched at 8:52 AM ;
Monday, September 19, 2005
ohwell.im here!!!hmm basically i did nothing 2day!!
slack n scared!!HAH..
sigh...my brain is just not workin.zzz???urgh!!!god pls help me...
i haven done any muggin actually la.hmpppp!!
wad's wrg withh meee...arrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!my intentions seems to be useless la.nothing is done in e end no matter how well i've planned.im frustrated!!goin crazy!terrified of not muggin now..
one word!HORRIBLE!
some1 give me some special remedy 2 urge me study n get rid of my sianneeess when study!!!!!
tag replies:
grace:well physically but mentally goin crazyy!!!hah
eryn:hmmm u r abit crazy like me
shen:love expert!you grow shorter n give me few cmssss
serene:haha amusing day!hope next week will be fine
IM CRAZIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
owen sketched at 6:20 AM ;
Friday, September 16, 2005
when someone tell u he's in a downside luck will u feel sorry 4 him??
well today was just total complete wierd.unexpected.sadening.depressing.stressin.
(THE BAD THINGS CONTINUE......)
had physic test today hmm wasnt really diff but it's a bit strange!
we are ordered to sit accordin to register no... not as usual.
went home play abit of compt,sleep and woke up 4 british council.
oh n i used brand new of hair gel or mud wadever u call it.n it's different feelin.different smeel on my head.
had lesson in british council, surprised by e teacher!hmm wearing black attire and yea is a guy.not as usual, a pregnant woman boring and dry but hmm i miss e boreness neway..prefer her.yup.
not like usual, we went to eat along e corridor of 7 11 frm the food there.strange!we always prefer fast food but today, was different again.
ehile walkin towards mrt, all of us(ser,Chen2,es,zq n i)feel something is reaaly amiss,eeriieee n yea nothing is just right.
n i'm being lazy and mean, did not want to retrive my wallet,n hp frm zq bag so chen2 smuggled me into e mrt station.n yea i guess it's some kind of punishment frm God.zq couldnt find my wallet in his bag...
every1 was shocked n im a bit upset.oh well i didn blame any1 though.im in e wrg as well..haha..
to end e strange day, we did smt not on purpose n end e day strangely 2.we found that e jurong east side is packed with passengers so yea took e reverse way..hahah.
every1 were strange as well.not only me
serene:wear heels out of the blue.
chen2;didnt carry her peggy blue bag n 1st time carry hadbag
engsiong:never noe 2 be late but unreasonably late 2day
zhiquen;carry a 2nd hand ipod
STRANGE STRANGE!!!! SHOOOOSSS!!!!!!NO MORE PLLSSS
owen sketched at 8:16 AM ;
Thursday, September 15, 2005
owen sketched at 12:13 AM ;
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
oh i feel so sick these few days!had sleepless nights.n yea feel real down.exams maybe?sighh
oh well,hmm was longin 2 fall in love again but yea it feel sucky when u really r.hmm super complicated feelings!n sufferinsss!!!hahaha.ohwell..
n im super keen to do sketching these few days.hmmm yup.
oh yah.. i just had a bit of my hair trimmed!hmm look quite funny.hah.
sch was quite short 4 me 2day.wheeee!took half day off.yup.not feelin really well.wish me get better!!
oh just want to share with u guys a song by mcfly!super nice.
The Ballad of Paul K
He's drinking Coca Rola
Feels like is getting older
Now and noticing how he's finding
Grey hairs left in the shower
Tattoos fade by the hour
And he can't understand these feelings
Why life is getting him down
He used to smile now he frowns
And cries inside
It's been this way for a while
And he can't seem to put things right
When life has been unkind
And you're losing your mind
Look in the mirror afraid of watch you'll find
It feels like time's not on your side
He doesn't like to mention
Applying for his pension
So children don't know he's heading
Into a mid-life crisis
He cant afford the prices for
The new kitchen floor he's buying
He's been a drunk of his life
Two kids, a dog and a wife
He doesn't know
And in the daytime he just sits and watches television shows
When life has been unkind
And you're losing your mind
Look in the mirror afraid of watch you'll find
It feels like time's not on your side
Don't know why but somehow
The ones you love you hate now,you feel down and blue
Look at what you've thrown away
They stood beside you all the way
Now it's too late, its too late for you
When life has been unkind
And you're losing your mind
Look in the mirror afraid of watch you'll find
It feels like time's not on your side
(if u want e song i can sent it to u!!! MCFLY ROCK!!)
owen sketched at 1:51 AM ;
Monday, September 12, 2005
hmm.well 2day was not dat tirin as i thought.but i kinda feelin abit stress out of sudden.
was quite alright overall actually.a bit bored tough.
miss stayin up late,conferencin with shen n grace.yea.
n keep hopin my dream will come true aft final exams!!(shen noe it)
oh yah. i want to have another column besides my blog 4 sketches!!!
every1 seems to be soo busy n cant help me;(wellwell i shall waittt....
oh was hearin frm lina she's leaving.kinda sad actually.although we always fight but yea just feelin abit upset when i heard dat.ppl always leave!agree??hahah
k den gtg 4 dinner!!!yummmmm
owen sketched at 4:34 AM ;
